Can’t take it.
I just wanna be normal. I want to be accepted.
I want to be the girl who doesn’t have a fucked up family. And is smart. And pretty. And not over-emotional. I want to be able to have friends. I don’t want to have social anxiety. I want to be atleast half like the girls that guys want. I don’t want to be ignored, or be called a baby when I’m upset and told to get the fuck over it. I want someone who will listen to me. I don’t want to be judged. I don’t want to be afraid to let people in, or get too emotional when someone makes me upset. I don’t want to be allergic to half the stuff I eat, or want to eat. I don’t want to be cautious of eating too much or too much of the wrong thing. I don’t want to be lied to by the guy I thought was perfect, just because he only wanted sex, and I don’t want to be used for that. I don’t want to feel threatened by other girls, but feel comfortable about myself.
I don’t mind being alone, but I don’t want to feel lonely anymore..
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